[dawnbomb]

*sigh* of corse you wouldn't actually listen or give me a chance, why are you just assuming on a toxic trash community member?

tell me, why should i accept someone who is possibly the culprit, 'contacting' the proper persons for me? im a big boy i can contact them myself. im bleeding into the forums because clearly they AGAIN lied in what they have told you. altho again that quote is true, it is drastically misrepresented.

i was trying to PM someone, the creator of the discord infact, whoever the head was. i was contacted and banned before i could even try. please stop treating me poorly just because your (apparently so much so you need to say so in your own post?) judging me based on my forum rep score. from the moment i was kicked i never said a word in the chat when i rejoined to find head staff. i was SPECIFICALLY found and messages, and SPECIFICALLY banned when i said i was going to do something about it, and that im not accepting this behavior.

as for breaking their own rules, it is quite literally the ONLY rule that is in the sticky / pin at the top of the discord. sfw aka no nsfw content. to me, a penis is not safe for work content.

sure, MAYBE you see me now as overreacting, but its me vs whoever (or perhaps multiple) people, who are going to actively lie to keep their staff positions and they would rather me banned and thrown down some dark hole never to be heard or seen from again.

all my previous posts were respectful and non toxic, i don't see why you feel the need to lock it and say you will 'maybe' unban me in a week (and 'maybe' is exactly what it is, clearly people are speaking to each other on the discord without even letting me defend myself, thats about as unfair as things get, and it really would not suprise me if i was suddenly declared 'to toxic' to be unbanned, when literally the entire POINT of me getting fucking mad yet again today, was from moderators abuse of power / toxicity.

im not trying to attack you, im just trying to get the word to whoever the head creator / staff is. your actions might not even be your fault, someone out there is legit cyber bullying me, and clearly they would lie or do whatever it takes to make me disappear now that it has spiraled out of control.

as for avatars, i change my avatar. i like to change my avatar. im a member of a bunch of different discord servers, and i like to keep things changed up. so MAYBE, you can UNDERSTAND how IMPOSSIBLE it is to get people to remember me, when this keeps happening!


of corse at this point ' multiple topics when asked not to is clearly toxic so enjoy another closed topic' is the obvious response. but i don't care, if this is what it takes to get my messages seen by whoever is in charge, to have to paint myself as toxic, then i guess so be it, because at every turn so far i have been painted as some terrible community member, when i was literally just getting sick and tired of my unfair treatment. i don't know what whatever moderators are defending this kind of behavior from their fellow moderators, or speaking up in agreeing with me, unless they literally all think its fine to treat people this way. (altho i suppose the most realistic answer to my own question is their asleep or at work or something)

but hey, technically speaking i did speak to a mod in private (i was spoken to, but i replied, so that counts as speaking yeah?), you know what i got for that when i said i was gonna do something about it? banned. when speaking on the forums, while being polite and respectful? closed and treated like im toxic.

yes, this post is now partially venomous but i can't help it, this is complete bullshit treatment. at every turn trying to be the better person and just speak to someone in actual charge has gotten me shut down time and again. how can you call this acceptable?

but you know what, before you reply, just consider, me, as not a terrible person. that every time i have said i have been mis represented that it might actually be true, and that whatever quote next your going to post is possibly again out of context and told to you or whoever is going to post next, in a attempt to make me seem worse then i really am. i may be mad now, and now actually being slightly toxic, but every step upto this point i have been respectful and civil, and simply pointed out the truth and tried to correct what was going on. if you don't believe me, well, theres nothing i can do about that. but consider this, i've already basically fried myself in this community over this, and my other post was actually me speaking honestly. i just hope that whatever head staff or creator or whatever, hears or sees my posts, and takes what im posting to heart and not dismissing me as toxic.